Jesus, my Good Shepherd.

:))

2007-07-15T10:13:00.000+08:00

hello there :)) haha i guess my blog really went to sleep for a really really long time. :)) Haha. It's been so long yet so fast. Ad Camp's over, half of the year is gone. (I've been blogging on multiply though...http://ushbic.multiply.com). Haha, will tell you of His goodness and mercies I've been through. haha, love you Jesus.

wow.

2007-05-01T12:25:00.000+08:00

reading through my two year old archive. :)) wow. i really grew. from glory to glory :))

SYF :))

2007-03-22T18:13:00.000+08:00

I remember reading from imm's blog- "If there's anything i can rely on, it's His faithfulness." So true. :))

I was recently promoted into the performing team of my school’s (TKGS) string ensemble. I was really excited as the upcoming Singapore Youth Festival (SYF) competition was something I looked forward to since I’ve become a part of the team. Actually the promotion was really by His grace and favour; as I’d missed some of the practices during the December holidays last year, I did not get the audition piece when we were supposed to then. Instead of having the holidays to practice the piece, I was only given the piece when school re opened this year, and I only have 5 days to practice it. But praise Jesus, it was a miracle that I was promoted to the performing team. J

With the upcoming SYF looming closer with each passing day, the performing team had to run more auditions to select the cream of the crop for the SYF. During the first audition, I was confident and even enjoyed playing the piece in the presence of a teacher. However, I made a few mistakes. After that audition, I felt relieved that I had gotten it over and done with. It came to me as a shock when another teacher told me I had to go for a 2nd audition days later. Then, I was really nervous about being called back, and stumbled over my notes and could not play as well. But Daddy really showed me grace through this teacher. Not only did she work out the fingerings where i stumbled, she even told me to go home and practice. I felt really blessed. That night, I went for bible study and before the service, Pastor Prince said something about God will give you the things you desire, and I wrote in my notebook, “SYF IS MINE BY YOUR GRACE AND FAVOUR!”.

When I went back to school, I was once again called back for a 3rd audition as both teachers had different opinions. This time, it was the conductor of the string ensemble who was auditioning me. I really blew it. I got so nervous that I started to rush through my piece, totally not enjoying it. At the end, he explained that to have a balance orchestra, he had to cut some people out of the team. By then, I really lost hope. I gave up, settling for the fact that I’ll still get the SYF points though.
But praise Jesus for being so faithful. On March 21 2007, Wed, my teacher announced the people who will be taking part in the SYF competition. I really expected that my name would not be read out, but in an instance, I heard “Georgina Foo.”. I really thought I heard wrongly until my friend gave me an affirming pat and a smile. I was IN! I really wanted to cry there and then, as I was reminded by Jesus’ faithfulness. These brought back imges in my mind, when the times I told Jesus, “Jesus, I WANT to join SYF”,. I really believe He remembered and said, “Ok it is yours already J REALLY REALLY PRAISE JESUS! When I am faithless, I’ll lean on His faithfulness. He is forever faithful. I love you Jesus!

Daddy, i thank you for going through everyday with me. Upholding me when i fall and triumping with me in my everyday victories. You love me. :))

Hello Daddy.

2007-02-18T01:39:00.000+08:00

Hey Jesus, i thank You that You are my righteousness. I would rather praise You then speak of the devil's works. Jesus, you're glorious, wonderful and worthy to be praise. I know I've already conquered through You, I will see Your faithfulness carry me through. You make me a happy girl.

"I wanna fall asleep in Your arms and wake up in Your presence." Me too Jesus :))

Let the rain of Your presence fall on me :))

2007-02-06T15:25:00.000+08:00

Praise the Lord! Actually what i meant to say was Oh Mi Gosh! :)) haha. crazy mans. Been back from OBS for about a week now? (still missing it) haha, was really fierce but Jesus was true to His word (zero injuries:)) Really had alot of fun, got to do stuff others did not; even though my watch was the slackest and latest, we really covered more than the other groups. Really really praise Jesus :))

Haha, and the reason why i feel crazy now is cause it's really crazy now! The CAs are in like, a week, and suddenly the teachers in school are putting their stress on us :)) haha, but like i really feel that optimal stress isn't good, no matter what professionals say. Abba, i give it all to You! My studies are in Your hands. I thank You even when i falter, Your love nevers. :)) You love me. I'm victorious in You! :))

And like really praise Jesus, i had so much fun at choir auditions during D.A.R.E. It was really Jesus singing through me and i love my MMs so much! You bunch are His mighty people! :))

And so excitied, like one day i was writing to Jesus about how stress i felt with my CCA; my CCA teacher thinks i've no life, CCA ends quite late for 3 times a week (because of SYF and the madness would end by march:)) , but i give my days to Jesus! :)) yea and i asked Him to multiply and make my time fruitful, and guess what. On that night, after BS, i was so so so so blessed! Coach Jason asked me to join camp comitee for Ad Camp 3! :)) praise Jesus right! I asked Daddy for it, but i really never thought it would happen so quickly. Thank You Jesus, You remember even though i forget. You love me so much. I really want to go through this season relying only on Your love and grace. Amen. :)) I thank You, You never condemn.

And to all my blessings who shared with me, thanks for sharing with me and i really believe the seeds you sowed in me have sprouted, and the shoots are showing. The greatest acceleration is really when the shoots start to sprout out, even though all may seem silent and nothing seems to be happening. Praise Jesus! So exciting!

So beloved, till next time, more good news coming! :)) so exciting! continue feeding on His love and His Word, and never stop allowing the spirit to make sweet intercessions for you! :)) Jesus, You love me! :))

So Precious!

2007-01-21T22:22:00.000+08:00

I said it so many times, but Jesus is so so good la! :))
Yesterday, at DARE, coach Joy told me that she wanted me to join her in the copywriting department. So priviledged! :)) ya, and me and Katie got the priviledge to talk to some youths who had testimonies to share about camp. (We were supposed to collate and write in 1st person style). And so amazing! Their testimonials are like mindblowing! Jesus is so good! Like how God led this precious boy to DARE; he was led to take bus 700 to Suntec, went to every floor, and finally reached 6th floor, which happened to be a DARE day! I know it must be Jesus :))

But somehow i started to feel abit bored. Then i asked Daddy, "Oh no, am I really called for this? Am i gonna be bored during future sessions like these? Daddy! Why am I here?" .

And this precious precious beloved sister :)) She was telling us about her testimonial, and i think she was prompted by the Spirit, and she shared about how she wanted to lose weight and even saw herself slim and hanging out with her friends. Amen to that! (This vision will come true! Amen! ) And i was like "Oh mi gosh. Praise Jesus!" I was so astounded by her Spirit of courage, that she dared to share. Cause i went through the exact same thing, and then, i didn't dare to share with anyone! And i took out my bus pass and showed her, "You know, this is how i look. I used to be 64 kg but God really took away all the extra weight.". And like i shared with her how i use to fail and fail, trying to lose weight, until i gave everything to Jesus, and how in an instance i lost weight like i never did! :)) Praise Jesus! He used me to be a testimony! I felt so priviledged!

And then i heard Jesus said, "This is why I placed you here. I don't want you to keep sharing and sharing without receiving. Feed on me first before I feed others through you." . i just cried.
Thank You Jesus, You love me so so much. Thank You Abba, that i went through times like those just to come up higher and brighter, and a trophy and testimony to others going through times like that. Time like that, that they need to be reminded of Your faithfulness, of Your love, and Your heart for them. :)) I love You.

Anyway, I'm going to OBS tomorrow! It's gonna be a time of enjoyment and not dread, toned arms and legs, and no injuries! (Amen, i claimed that and i'm covered in Jesus blood!) :)) gonna be fun! Haha. Evan shared with me something so interesting! I love Daddy's word!
Like how people think chocolate are fattening. But God said that He would bring the children of Israel into "a land flowing with milk and honey". According to the world, milk and honey are fattening stuff, but do you really think God would bring them into that land and them watch them die of obesity? No! :)) i really believe what you believe is very important. Chocolates are not fattening, and so are other food that i like! Amen. (I'm not trying to phycho myself, where the word of a king there is power and a word of a priest there is truth, Amen!) But of course, partake with wisdom. Gluttony isn't of God. :))

And do you know french kissing is in the bible? With your spouse, that is! Song of Solomon 4: 11,
"Your lips, O my spouse
drip as the honeycomb;
Honey and milk are under your tongue;
And the fragrance of your garments
Is like the fragrance of Lebanon. "

Btw, you could only get to taste the honey and milk uner your spouse's tongue unless your tongue is under his/her 's right? And she shared that worshiping Jesus is so intimate, just like french kissing my Jesus, so sweet! :)) haha, really enjoyed worship with my DARE blessed friends, they're really growing to be mighty people in His kingdom.

Admist the storms...

2007-01-14T21:59:00.000+08:00

Lord I come,
to sit at Your feet,
To behold,
Your Beauty.

Speak Your Word,
Your voice i will heed,
Let Your Prescence,
Fall over me.

Jesus, i thank You, You're are admist all the rushing and frenzied craze of my heart, i thank You, You are my peace. You're the peace i need. I thank You even in the storm, You are my stillness and my sanctuary. You wrap me like a Father, engulfing my childish fears. The beat of Your heart chases away every fear, doubt, bad emotions. The warmth of Your bosom just makes me wanna rest in Your embrace for ever.

Abba, i thank You, You'll never shortchange me. Life will never shortchange me. I thank You, You specially placed me and put me somewhere I'm best for, and somewhere that's best for me. I thank You, You will never put me in a place where i wouldn't grow. I thank You, You'll never put me in a place that i'll not be happy. Amen, I thank You You love me. :)) Amen. Amen. All glory and all praise be unto You. I love you Abba.

Jesus, i need you.

2007-01-10T22:07:00.000+08:00

My cry for you rings out loud in the hollow hall, but I know you're here holding on to me, no matter how this world turns.

Blessed 2007 :))

2007-01-01T13:26:00.000+08:00

Hey blessed ones, blessed 2007 :)) double portion, double accleration! :)) Pastor Prince asked the congregation to ask God for three things for 2007, but I asked for 4. (He's a God of Abundance! :)) which are:

1. Good grades- for sec 3 or any other academic levels, this is very important. I pray that Christ in me will excel in my studies and grace, His favour and His wisdom will be in my Sec 3 year. :))

2. Lead Worship- It doesn't have to be a large scale thing like leading worship on stage but even in my DAREgroup or small groups of 4-5 :)) Amen! Haha, Daddy'll provide His grace, favour and His way! Amen!

3. To catch the heart of the purpose of doing things rather than wanting the title- "Why do you wanna be a YL, why do you wanna be an MM, why do you wanna be a worship leader, why do you wanna be a pastor?". It's not because than people would call you a "Pastor/ worship leader/ MM/ YL etc..." or so that you can say, I'm a Pastor/ worship leader/ MM/ YL etc.... You want it cause you have a heart for the youths, have a passion to lead people into His presence and to glorify Him by preaching His word and setting people free from the lies of the world! Jesus, let me have Your heart, amen!

4. Be really full of Christ and see the overflow impact others- I really want to be like full, Jesus just feeding feeding, pumping His goodness, His truths, His mercy, His love, All of Him in to me so much so that I burst with His manifestation and the overflow blesses and really impact lives! Then again, remember it's Him and not me ;) And like really see my self grow tremendously in the Spirit. Not only like seeing as a bystander but really personally experiencing the growth. Amen! Enough said.

Abba, i thank you, You're my desire. All else just comes supernatually by Your grace. Amen.
What did you ask Abba for? :))

Christ is me, hope of all glory

2006-12-31T00:25:00.000+08:00

"Christ in you will manifest wisdom greater than all the brilliant minds in the academic world. " - New Creation Chruch's Daily Devotional.

Amen. I believe and I receive.

My Anchor in Life's Turmoil

2006-12-26T13:43:00.000+08:00

So beautiful! :)) i saw someone's msn nick, "Be my Anchor in Life's Turmoil" and i thought of Jesus. So beautiful! He's like my Anchor that really holds me and roots me to His word, to His love. No matter how strong the waves of life, waves of problems, waves of emotion, waves of daily happenings, i may waver, i may sway, violently sometimes, but I am held fast and held strong by Him, binded to His heart, secured in His love. Jesus! I love You! :)) I'm inseperable from You. Omigosh, so loved! :))

Haha, another that's been on my chest. I hate the way that somehow humans, namely me, sometimes perceive things to be according to my own emotions. Like how your impression or the way you see someone changes after someone else tells you something that person had done in the past or just simply the way your mind perceive them to be. Jesus, I thank You that You've given me your heart for people in my life. Let me see and treat them like You do Abba. :)) Amen! :))

Haha, oh ya, You know pride? Like I'd always pray that God takes it away. But each time it arises in my flesh, I'll think, "God, why haven't you taken it away?". But like Abba told me, "To take away your pride is to take away your flesh, your body.". Our Flesh is nothing good. Although there is still pride in my flesh (the sin of flesh) it doesn't condemn me cause Jesus took it to the cross. "Then how Abba, how? How do i live life with pride still in me?". Abba just reminded me! Like You know how Jesus called Peter to walk to Him, on the water with the storm still going on? He didn't calm the storm, He just called for Peter. Peter walked on water, keeping His eyes on Jesus, but once he looked at the storms, the scary waves, he started sinking. "This daughter, is how. :))". "Be Christ conciousnous, not you- concious. See Me in you. You hidden in Me. I'll live My life through you. You'll just need to walk beside me.". Amen! Anoited man. I'm just typing what my spirit says. Sometimes I'll be so astonished at what i'm typing, and think, "Gosh, all these are not from me! Am i a hypocrite, are these lies?" But NO, Abba says "Dear, all these are from ME. Haha, It's ok to feel astonish, remember I'm in You:)) " Abba, Abba, why do You love me so much? :)) Haha, I believe my future husband to be a man by His love, a man built upon Him, a man who turns to Christ every second, a man who knows His nothing without Christ, a man who is in Christ. Amen! Haha, just sense that in the Spirit. Girls, don't just settle for any guy that come along, have the best! Abba says "I have nothing but the best to give You!". Amen! I believe He has the best for me. But now, haha, I'm already married. To the Man of my dreams. :)) The best Man ever. "I'm the Best." says Jesus.

so exciting, will blog about this topic that's close to the heart of girls soon! :))

Blessed Christmas! :))

2006-12-25T01:20:00.000+08:00

hey beloveds, Blessed Christmas! :)) He's the reason for the season :)) thanks for all the presents, they really get back year after year! :D love them so much, but better still, i love the friends and fellowship but best, i love celebrating Jesus! :))

Anyway, Daddy has been putting something on my heart that i would like to share. It's about Seasons. Haha, something like seasons in a year, winter, fall, autum, summer... but what i mean is seasons in our life. We all have dreams in life right? Like, I wanna lead people in Jesus presence (Amen!), I want to lead the youths to Jesus (You provide, Abba!) or I wanna sing for His glory!!!! (Yes, ME! :)). And we know Abba desires most to give you the things you desire, fufilling your dreams. But recently I began questioning God why some dreams I've desire is not happening now. I asked Abba, "Abba, didn't You say this is a year of dreams fufilled? Why don't i see my some of my desires coming to past? Why do others have their dreams fufilled while I feel left out when they share about it?!". But You know what Abba said? "Listen dear, Believe Me, Trust Daddy, I have good things for you, I have only the best for your life, and with all I have for you, I will provide, supply and make a way. But your season will come, and enjoy the journey there, and when it comes, it will be good! ". Amen! Amen!

Actually it does make sense. I had this desire to be a Youth Leader and like during EJ camp 2 a leader laid hands and began prophesizing and told me she saw a Shepherd's heart for the youths in me (According to Your word, it be done! Amen!) and then i asked Daddy, " Abba, You already told me through her that You gave me a shepherd's heart for the youths, why not make me a YL now?!". Praise Jesus for Katie, she shared with me something so powerful. I believe Jesus said through her, " You know gina, enjoy your journey as an mm, cause it'll be over sooner than you think, and before you know it, God cause you to arise to a higher level. So really, enjoy being an mm.". Then it hit me. It's a priviledge to be an mm. It's by grace that I'm even a mighty (wo)man! And to think of it, like I'm only sec 2, i have a strict 10-11 pm curfew, how in the world can i be expected to spend time with my youths and still rush home? In His time, everything is and will be perfect, Amen. So exciting.

Abba, i really thank You for the life I'm living now! It's only by Your love i can live a life of true grace. :D My giants are bread man! :)) Love you all, Abba, Jesus, I love you cause You super super super super (x 100000000000000000000000000 x1000000000000000 and more) loved me first.

I'm the reason He gave His life.
I'm the reason he hung crying in the rain on a dark and cloudy night.
He's the reason I live for.

Today's Devotional...

2006-12-19T14:44:00.000+08:00

God Is Raining Blessings On You

Deuteronomy 28:1212
The Lord will open to you His good treasure, the heavens, to give the rain to your land in its season, and to bless all the work of your hand. You shall lend to many nations, but you shall not borrow.

Rain represents blessings in the Bible. Even today, Israelis thank God when it rains because they know that when God gives them rain, their blessings will be plentiful. Their cattle will feed in large pastures and eat cured, winnowed fodder. And when they see rivers and streams of water flowing from their mountains and hills (Isaiah 30:23-25), they know that times of refreshing have come.
Likewise, you can expect God to rain His blessings on you and bless the work of your hands. Then you will come to a place where you will "lend to many nations, but you shall not borrow". In fact, Jesus wants you to know that this is a blessing He has paid for for you to have because when He died, He did not even have a tomb of His own. He was laid in a borrowed tomb so that you can have the power to lend.
Indeed, our church bears testimony to this blessing. When I first joined this church full-time, it was a very small church of 100-odd members. The Lord has, however, rained His blessings on us and blessed all the work of our hands. Today, we have a congregation of more than 13,000 members and we are still growing. In fact, our church is lending its support to many ministries, both locally and overseas. We continue to see God pouring His blessings of prosperity and increase on us, and we thank Him for all the good things that are happening to us.
In the natural, there is nothing you can do about the rain but to let it fall. So just expect God to rain His blessings on you and let them fall! And you will be blessed with more than enough, so that after your needs and your family's needs are met, you can be a channel of blessing to others too!

Copyright Joseph Prince, 2006. All rights reserved.

Amen!, i thank God for the heavy rain outside! I love it when it rains :)) Praise Jesus. Abba, i thank You even though my temper is bad sometimes, your blessings still rains on me :)) And i can do nothing about it! Praise Jesus mans. Amen, fill me so i can be a blessing to others :)) Hidden in Christ, everyday Him living through me. :)) So cool!!!!

PRAISE JESUS!

2006-12-17T23:14:00.000+08:00

God has been moving so mightly even after camp! On sat, Gelin shared during leadership that God used the hotdogs me, shu and nikki babes brought for potbless! At first we thought there was a bbq, as the pit was booked, but in the end only have a potbless, so we thought our hotdogs were a mistake. But praise Jesus, (i left early for choir prac :)) they MMs used it as a reason to approach some ah bengs at the other pit and invited them to D.A.R.E. I was really like PRAISE JESUS! :)) At first i wanted to get tibits instead of uncooked hotdogs. And gelin was like, "Who brings uncooked food to a potbless?" during leadership and Abba said, "I do. " :)) so cool right!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Jesus!!!!! I love you Abba, You love me so so so much! :)) Haha, I'm married to a 33 year old super super super (to infinite) dude, who loves me super much and care for me, died for me, embraces me, loves me...!!!!!! Jeusus!!!! I love you! :)) even through the bad times, I know You love me.

*If you're still wondering who's the dude I'm married to, He's Jesus :))

EJ CAMP 2

2006-12-09T17:30:00.000+08:00

EJ camp 2 is seriously nothing i'd imagined. it was everything i've expected and so so so so so so much more! :)) He's really a God of Abundance. I'd really had fun with the games and my Daregroup family but what i loved about the camp was jsut seeing Abba move so mightly. :))

On the first day, i couldn't feel His love and Him moving for and in me during P&W, and focused on not feeling His love rather than knowing that He LOVES me, getting depressed and sad. But praise Jesus for leaders over my lives. :)) Anjo and Coach Joy and Katie shared with me and Anjo gave me an example. Like sometimes, when she tickles someone, they know it but they do not laugh. However sometimes the person she tickles knows that she's tickling them and they laugh. It's lik even though i cannot feel Him, i know He is moving and He loves me! :))

Second day was just amazing. Abba flooded my heart with His love and Pastor Dan called for those who wanted to know how large their Abba is and I went up and he prayed for me. God spoke through him and told me that i was called for great things and not to look at how small i am but to look at Him; that He is my Jehovah Jireh and He's my supplier. And i really caught the largness and the greatness of my Daddy. :)) And at the end of P&W pastor Dan said to look forward to the next day because it's gonna be double portion and i was like, "JESUS! :)) Today already so much and tomorrow is double portion!" So exciting!

It was double portion all right :)) This time, leaders went around with annoiting oil to pray for the youths. Abba spoke through many and this time, He told me to go and live a life of true grace, a life undeserved favour. It's really double portion! He supplies and I live! Praise Jesus! :)) He told me that i have a shepherd's heart for the youths and that he annoits me with music to praise Him. I really had fun praising Him on stage :)) All for His glory, not mine :))
All my beloved Super D family. I'm really proud of all of you and i believe that you are all Daddy's best for me :))
I love my Mighty Man family! You guys/ babes and really people i really enjoyed and love to be with. Praise Jesus :))))

Yea, and i shared this on the last night and then many told me that my testimony blessed them and i was so touched! Me? Daddy used me to bless them! It was really really really my blessing to be a blessing :)) Praise Jesus. Abba, i thank You for this camp Abba, i thank you it's sealed and everything you blessed me with this camp, it'll happen in the days ahead. Thank You for my portion. Abba, Jesus, i love You. :))

ENCOUNTER JESUS CAMP 2! :))

2006-12-04T21:58:00.000+08:00

Camp is 9 hours away! :)) yayayayayay! Jesus, so exciting, cn't wait to enjoy all that You've prepared for me! :)) Love you!!!! :))

Benjamin Generation

2006-12-03T23:00:00.000+08:00

Evangline (My Blessing!!! :))) was sharing with me about the Benjamin Generation on sat night. :)) And Jacob's son Benjamin, was hardly mention in the bible for having mighty faith or doing mighty exploits, but why did Jacob favour him so much so that he said "If you take Him away for me, I will go to my grave". (smth along those lines.)

And it's really depicts the love of the Father for me. And she told me this story about Kenneth Copeland. He and his team of missionarys were sent by God to Alaska for a mission trip. They were sent to the a particular group of people, the Eskimos. They had difficulties, hardships (but God was there:)) and after all they had done, only one got saved. I looked at her, and asked disspointedly, "huh? How come?". I felt dissapointed that only one got saved. Then she went on to tell me that when this one man got saved, he said that about 25 years ago, he kneeled and cried out that he was certain there was a true God. Although he didn't know who, or where or what, he was certain he would come to know the only one true God one day. And we really believed God sent His missionary just for that precious soul. Praise Jesus! :)) And no matter how long, God is still faithful. He is Good.

I was thinking about her story just now when Abba said, "Dear, it's not the quantity of the people. Don't be dissapointed even if few souls are saved because i see each and every one of them as an individual and i rejoice in their salvation.". We're not a face in the crowd, He sees us as one! Even if one soul got saved, he would still be precious to Jesus and God! So so precious! This reminds me of the parable of the lost sheep. The shepherd left a herd of 99 sheep just to find the one missing sheep. I used to think the other 99 sheeps were angels who were good and holy and i was the one naughty sheep. Evangeline told me that he went after the one lost sheep because the shepherd loves it the most. I say AMEN! to that! I'm the one sheep Jesus loves! :)) Praise praise Jesus!!!!! You be so so blessed if you know how much Abba loves You! :))

*I sang at last DARE. Abba, i thank You, everything i do is to glorify you! My pride cannot sastisfy me. Only You can. You love me! :))

Jesus Lover Of My Sole :))

2006-11-29T00:22:00.000+08:00

Prettay right?! Abba really loves me. :D A few months back, i saw this pretty white wedge from U.R.S but they didn't have my size and i had to go to like hougang to get one of my size so i just trusted Abba to gimme a good wedge for a lesser price. Months passed and i forgot and gave up hope cause all the wedges i saw costed almost like the same price.

Two days ago, i went shopping with Charmaine and we went into Novo at Suntec. I was looking at their 50% (last pair) off shoes, and discovered that this wedge was just right for me! I was even thinking before that "Whoa mans, if no one buys these last pairs, they (Novo) would be forever stuck with them!". Praise Jesus mans. Glad to be a blessing! :)) And i got them for only $24.80! Praise Jesus right! :))

Praise Jesus, He remembers even the littlest thing. Abba, I'm trusting my lips, my saturday programme and dressing that they'll prosper in Your hands, Amen!

Btw, if your parents ever tell you not to sit two leggedly on the chair, listen to them. Look what happened to my lips. Haha. Praise God i didn't chip my tooth, although i distinctly remembered hitting my tooth on the table. Praise Jesus. I miss my smooth lips. Abba, restore them!

Thank God

2006-11-25T00:31:00.000+08:00

Thank God for placing spiritual leaders in my life that i can share and talk with. Thank You Abba. I thank You You love me, and Christ, my hubby simply adores and loves me and i'm His sweet sweet delightful bride. Amen. :)) Sealed by His kiss. :)) Completed by His kiss.

Jesus, You love me.

2006-11-22T22:40:00.000+08:00

have been quite busy lately. i have to do designs for pub shirt, pasint the hillsongs boxes, attend skit/dance meeting for mm. thank God that Jesus is in the midst of all these. It's not something i have to do, it's something i wanna do :)) really priviledged. Thank God for char, denise, shu, gillian, denise and elaine for their help.I appreciate you all and char, thanks for the extra time spent:)) And i really believe it will turn out good, because Jesus is here! :))

Another thing is, i can't stand the way i'm suppossed to put on a front when actually i don't feel that way. my mum just berated me for stating some facts infront of her friend. the reason why i was so concerned about those "facts" was because i knew my mum would be worrid about them and she said that i was inpolite and what not. I am NOT in Jesus name! Abba, you'll never fail me. Abba, you love me. Even when men fail me. Abba, is it wrong just to be truthful or what?

Jesus' Precious Beloved Princess :))

2006-11-19T19:52:00.000+08:00

DARE was just awesome. Because Jesus was there. :)) the message preached by Deaconess was good and the worship was solid mans. Praise Jesus. Nearing the end of the service, she has an alter call for people who were going through a "dry season" in their spiritual walk. My heart beat super fast; i could here it pounding beneath my chest. And i knew Abba was calling me, cause I haven't had oppressions or troubles recently but i just feel siansation and keep praying for a revival of my heart. Usually when i want to go up to get prayed for, i always feel shy and wait for others to go first. But it was different. There was a boldness and a supernatural sense of courage, and i stepped up. Praise Jesus. Deaconess laid hands on me and began prophesizing and what Daddy put in her was so true and real to me. He told me to stop worrying and letting go of stuff into His hands and that I am His beloved and He loves me and stuff that I've forgotten but they're seeds sowed in me that would grow, Amen! And I just cried and cried. After DARE, I shared with Deaconess about how i got so angry with my bro for not cleaning up after the dog and how i just lost my anger like I haven't been (for quite some time) and how aghast i was. And Deaconess said that this is looking to my self. The flesh has nothing good, so even if i blow it, and lose it or screw up, i do not have to feel condemn, cause Jesus paid for my sins, my temper outbursts, my every dirty and unworthiness. Praise Jesus. Hallelujiah. Deaconess is so precious to me, my blessin. Thank You Abba. And she said that I should stop trying to pull down the revival and just receive. Amen! It's tiring trying to pull down heaven thinking that i can succeed. All i need is to ask, believe and received. In Jesus name, Amen! Thank You Abba, i'm not out of sight nor out of mind, You love me. Your perfect love casts out all my fears. :)) You love me.

Thank You Jesus

2006-11-16T19:58:00.000+08:00

Subject combination B9 was taken off, but Daddy gave me B7, my second choice. Thank You Abba, You know best. :)) No Physic- Praise Jesus! :))

The Blessed Beloved Whom Jesus Loves

2006-11-15T22:17:00.001+08:00

Jesus loves me

Abba, saturate me in Your love. Abba, give me a listening and understanding heart and the conciousnous of how big you are Abba. Let me not just know it in my heart, but also my heart Abba. Abba, i thank You, You have given me the spirit of sonship and not fear and Abba, You love me, and Your Love is CONSTANT! I surrender Lord, I'm nothing without You. Help me keep my eyes on Your love, Abba, why do i keep wavering? Lord I thank You no matter how shakey i can be, I thank You, You're constant and unfailing, Amen! I love you Lord. :))

You Love Me Lord

2006-11-12T23:10:00.000+08:00

Abba, i haven't been this angry for so long Abba.
I thank You, You still love me, You forgive me NOW.
*Hugs*

:))

2006-11-12T19:27:00.000+08:00

If there's one plac the devil can't touch you, it's in the Lord's love. :))
Believe Jesus loves you, He does :))

Religion just puts a barrier between the intimacy of you and the Father. Abba, i thank You we are so close. Cease me to be so tight with You, that we are One. In Jesus name, Amen! so much expectations for camp :)) I feel it's like a dam of blessing, the water's rising higher and higher, and the floodgates will just be open and waters of revival and blessing and His love will just flood into my life. I'm exicited! :)) Abba Abba, You love me! :))

Shalom:))

2006-11-07T22:29:00.000+08:00

haha, the title doesn't really have anything to do with what i post but anyways...

today's training (MMs skit and dance) was really superb. although i was highly anticipating to play mafia and other bonding games with my fellow MMs, the sharing session with them was more precious. :)) praise Jesus mans. To serve the Lord is really a priviledge :))

Yea, and i was sharing with some good friends about my journey into serving and joining the leadership; my mindset and heart being changed from pride to priviledge. It's really nothing about showing off but all about Him and his overflow of grace :))

And we were asked about our expectations for camp and here are some of mine
1. To really see and experience His revival in my life
2. before i can become a good shepherd, i have to be a good sheep. I want to become a good sheep, being transforming more and more into the likeness of Christ and that could only happen by beholding Him. :)) Praise Jesus right, He makes everything so easy for us. Normally we complicate situations ourselves.

and Amen to all that, Jesus have never failed me and even when i used to go to camp without expectations, He'ld still fill me up. Praise praise Jesus. :)) And one of my dear friend told me she was glad i really shared, cause when others see then they would be like, "oh, she did that!", "she shared, so i could share too!". Amen, i used to not want to share because i was scared of losing face if i said something stupid, but Christ wisdom is in me, i have the mind of Christ! So it's not my words but His. Amen. Share if you have things to share, don't rob the people of His words. btw, no condemnation yea? :))

Praise praise Jesus mans. So in love with You Jesus. I thank You Your love for me is not based on feelings. :)) i love You! :))

2006-11-02T22:23:00.000+08:00

Value

Daddy has been showing me posts about self esteem these few days. Sometimes i think i look good when i feel good about myself, but other times, when i feel lousy, you know what happens. But then Abba has been pointing me back to the cross. It's no longer I but Christ as my identity, and I don't have to hunger for the men's approval and praise, my Abba knows, love and delights in me! I'm my Abba's happy thought. :)) Wordly love is not the most important thing (it fails at times), my Jesus is, He's more than enough and never fail.

Abba, teach my heart, point me to the cross everytime i look at the waves, Abba. Not me but Christ. It would be an insult to look at myself when it has already been acomplished at the cross! Amen. :)) Thank You Abba. :))

Today i saw a little cute boy (about Pri 1). So cuteeeee! School has just finished, and he was running to his maid and then he flung his school bag on the floor and sorta like purposly ran into this metal box thingy near the road.I immediatly broke into a smile. So innocent Lord, let my mind be like that, pure and filled with the wisdom and revalation of Christ. In Jesus name, Amen!

mms meeting

2006-11-01T22:46:00.000+08:00

I'd enjoyed myself so much yesterday. the MMs of DARE are sooooo happening, funky, funny... haha. Jesus loves me! :))

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

2006-10-29T22:11:00.000+08:00

*Points and laugh Hysterically *

PRAISE JESUS!

2006-10-28T23:16:00.000+08:00

ABBA! Thank You, i had so so so much fun at the Aikos outing today. Praise Jesus. Thank You for Coach and Dora, praise Jesus for my YLs and i'm super blessed with my Aikos family! Thank You Abba. :)) Abba, bring this DG together to be so so tight with Jesus and so close to each other, in Jesus name, AMEN!

Jesus makes me a happy girl. :))

PAAAAAAARTY!

2006-10-27T11:18:00.000+08:00

gosh, i can't believe I don't ever have to go back to school! (till next year, that is...) Aww, i miss all my classmates. 1e9' 05/2e9 '06 is the best class ever! No doubts! :)) Love you babes!

Amen! <--- go read. :))

Mary Janes! :))

2006-10-23T21:26:00.000+08:00

Gosh! so pretty right!

I want! :))

B9

2006-10-23T17:31:00.000+08:00

B9's the combi i want Abba. I believe you made B9 for me. I don't care if they think it's a loser combi, i believe it's mine! Amen!

Combination B9 (the only combi with pure lit and geog elect)

English Language
Mathematics
Mother Tongue

Additional Maths
Combine Sci (Phy/ Chem)
Biology

Social Studies and Elect Geog
Literature

Abba, i really see myself doing pure lit and geog elect. I donwanna end up doing History or subjects i don like. Abba, i thank You, You are for Me, and B9's my combi. Amen Abba. I believe.

Arise

2006-10-22T17:27:00.000+08:00

I keep hearing "Arise" these few days in sermons preached.

"Arise" means to come up to a higher level,
in praise and worship,
in relationships,
in all the things i do...

I say amen to all of these! Abba, it's time to Arise.
Arise in my life, stir up a revival in my spirit, i wanna Arise in your love.
I thank You I'm growing.

I DESTEST LEE YUL! :((

2006-10-18T17:45:00.000+08:00

Not Kim Jeong-Hoon, his character. :((

Gosh, don't be fooled by his pretty boy appearance and sweet looking smile, he's really evil in Princess hours! Grr, i hate his character and can't stand it when girls in school go crazy over him giving excuses that "he's more handsome" or "he's just misunderstood!". :(

so scheming!

:((
He keeps trying to break up Cai Jing and Xin whenever he has an opportunity. Jerk right!
Quality, not face ladies! :))

I say, the better guy is

!!! Lee Shin, played by Joo Ji-Hoon

He really loves Cai Jing and is faithful to her! :)) also quite good looking wad... ;)

the epitome of innocence... yea right...

Actually i can't stand His attitude to Cai Jing and how he's so mean to her, at times. My fav character is actually Cai Jing! :))

Anyway, the best guy is

JESUS!!!!! He never fails. :)) *sighs*

You know what? I scored full marks for my multiple choices for GEOG! Praise Jesus! This is proof Jesus is true, all you unbelieving ones! ;))

P.S. He's the most handsome of them all too! :))

SAR SHALOM

2006-10-15T21:24:00.000+08:00

Service today was so so great. I really got more then i expected. Praise Jesus.

Okay, service started with me having a tiff with one of my dears because of some trival matters like exchanging of seat, and i seriously felt very bitter, and kept crying out to Daddy during praise and worship to just take away the negative emotions. But i still felt bitter and when Pastor Prince said today's sermon was a continuation of the previous series on Divine Health and Strength, i assumed, "This message won't speak to me.", but just listened to Pastor to keep my mind from wandering.

Actually, i was feeling condemned about what some things people said about me. I don't know why i even take it into consideration, when all of them are negative reports.

Anyway, Pastor suddenly told us about how people used to send him poison emails but he would still "get down on one knee and bless them" (direct quote), and how he really believed in the dog-bark-moon theory.

When the dog barks at the moon, the moon still shines. It doesn't matter who says what, but it matters about what God says. Wah, praise God. I knew God had changed the message just for me. He knew I really needed to hear His words and remind me of His love. Abba. :))

And i was crying during service, during the part when they sang "SAR SHALOM" (Prince of Peace) and seeing images of Jesus (smiling, loving) on screen was just so heartening. I broke down at the end of service, when Pastor prayed for us saying that Jesus is our Prince of Peace. He is the peace in our soul, body and mind, the peace in our everyday lives and the peace in our relations; "The people around you.". I went to hug my dears and apologised. Praise Jesus for them, putting up with my ups and downs in moods at times. Praise praise Jesus.

And Pastor said "What you see yourself as, is what others see you as." . I say YES and AMEN to that! I see myself as the righteousness of Christ, His beauty and lovingkindness. :))

Anyway, PRINCESS HOURS!
this show really reminds me of me and Jesus. He's the Prince (of Peace) and I'm the Princess (of His Heart) and he is unlike Xin (the lead actor) who is indesicive of who he really loves. Jesus love for me is unwavering, solid and real. :))) I love you Jesus!

PRINCESS HOURS!!!!!

2006-10-15T07:52:00.000+08:00

gosh, i love this show so much! :)) slept like four hours after watching it. :)) heh.

it's not sappy as Winter Sonata... ;) nevertheless, good element of suprise and romance. :))

I'm also a princess! :)) Jesus is the Prince of Peace, Abba is the King of kings, I'm the Princess of His heart! :))

IT IS FINISHED

2006-10-11T21:35:00.000+08:00

yay. Abba you see me through :))

Perfection in inperfection

2006-10-08T20:20:00.000+08:00

It's never about how good i am, it's never about how well i play, or how marvelous i am.

"When the annoiting comes, it's just different.".

Amen. i believe that.
I'm the best, 'cause the best is found in me.

FAVOUR FAVOUR

2006-10-04T21:25:00.000+08:00

hey people, i LOVE the exams period! :)) it's good cause i have JESUS!

Anyway, i had so much favour with this super nice Macdonald's aunty. Mummy let me eat at Mac's for dinner and the aunty i ordered from was like fussing over me on whether i had enough sauce/ ketchup. She even offered to cary my tray! :D and gave me fries straight from the fryer and reminded me multiple times not to burn my tongue! :))

OH MI GOSH! I'd just remembered something. Pastor Prince prayed for more favour over us and i just realised so much favour has been in my life! Thank You Abba, just soak and drown me with Your grace!

:)) JJJJJEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSUUUUUSSSSSSSS, what will i do without you?

Dearest Jesus

2006-10-01T21:32:00.000+08:00

OCEANS WILL PART- HILLSONGS

If my heart has grown cold,
There Your love will unfold;
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand.

When I’m blind to my way,
There Your Spirit will pray;
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand,
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand.

Chorus 1:
Oceans will part;
nations comeAt the whisper of Your call.
Hope will rise; glory shown.
In my life, Your will be done.

Verse 2:
Present suffering may pass,
Lord, Your mercy will last;
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand.

And my heart will find praise,I
’ll delight in Your way,
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand,
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand.

Chorus 2:
Oceans will part;
nations comeAt the whisper of Your call.
Hope will rise; glory shown.I
n my life, Your will be done.

Oceans will part;
nations come
At the whisper of Your call.
Hope will rise; glory shown.
In my life, Your will be done.

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Dearest Abba,
i donwanna be like the world. Abba. I donwanna be subject to my feelings. Abba, i donwanna fall for every guy that looks good. Abba, i wanna see Jesus more and more as my Lover. Abba, i wanna be so so close to you. Abba, just bring me into Your presence everyday. Amen. Open my eyes, make my heart listen. Abba, just show me Your secrets daily. Abba, i thank You my pride has nothing to do with the way You love me. I thank You my pride diminishes in the awesome presence of the glorious Saviour. I thank You , my confidence is in Jesus. Not myself, not others. :)) Amen Abba. baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah, You're my Shepherd andi'm Your sheep. :))

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!

2006-09-30T23:11:00.000+08:00

I passed, I passed, I passed!!!! :D HALLELUJAH!
Jesus was really faithful during the run.

I remembered on my third round, i told Abba, "Jesus, I cannot.". then i heard Him say, "I'll be your strength.". Praise Jesus. It's still a miracle i passed.

Anyway, exams are round the corner. So what happens when trips to malls get less frequent? Online shopping. :))

preeeeetttttay eh?

2.4 madness

2006-09-27T15:52:00.000+08:00

gosh gosh gosh. :(( i have to retake my 2.4 km run/ walk tomorrow! Which is supposed to be my study day! (there's no school tomorrow, see.) Yea. Jesus Jesus! grr.grr.grr. let's do some maths.

4 times x 2.4 km = 9.6 kilometers!

gosh, the school has succeeded in making me run 9.6 km. Abba...

Space In Between Us

2006-09-26T21:39:00.000+08:00

I love the songs in this album. Really GOD-freshing. Go get it. :))

Glory Defined

There's always a better way
there's always a bridge that needs crossings
there's always the straight and the narrow
the wide and the shallow
But I know that you're guiding me
and the best is yet to come
You've given me hope for tomorrow
and I know some day

Chorus:
I'll wake up to find
Your glory defined
and I will finally bow at your feet
I will lift up your name in honor and praise
when I cross over Jordan
I know that I'll be running home to you

It's always the simple things
it's always the obvious that crashes over me
It's always in front of me
it helps me to remember
this is what I live for
and I can't wait

Chorus

there's never a question in your message
never a moment without your presence
there's never a doubt in my mind
that I'll

Chorus

Any these phrases in Shadows of Angels really speak to me.

But I'm not running from you anymore
I'm not running from you anymore, no not anymore

Cause I believe that when I call for you
You hear the plea for my rescue
And You lift me up above the world I know
And I know that when I speak Your name
You hear my voice and send your saints
To cover me in the shadow of angels

Thank You Abba, you really make praising and worshiping You so beautiful. 'Cause You are. :))

Cute Overload?!

2006-09-24T19:12:00.000+08:00

Okay. There's been a sudden burst of cuteness all around me suddenly. Especially cute doggies! :D must be influenced by a particular website. Anyway, to prove my point, PICS! :))

Mummy bought this super pretty gold pouch thingy for me. So cute right, those dogs! :D

ahh! cute sheets mommy bought! :)) i can count dogs to sleep! Literally.

they come in blue too! :0

Anyway, went for service today. Great great service. :)) Then bought this bag at this pasar malam in Tampines. Bargaining is fun. I got this for $2 less.

I love gold! :))

And my dearie...

Germy! ~~she's not as pesky as she looks~~

Thank you dear for blessing me with your smile and spending the day with me. You're really my blessing from Abba. I love you! :D Lovelovelovelove you! :D although you're super pesky at times, you're Abba and my beloved! hee. :d must go shopping again and hang out and go for services together kay! :D

The One for me.

2006-09-22T23:13:00.000+08:00

Abba, i thank You You'll never fail me.

Even when times i fail myself.
Even when those i admire fail me.
Even when those i look up to the most fail me.
Even when those who are so close and dear to me fail me.
Even when i fail myself.

I thank You, You never will.
________________________________________________________

"Dear, remember those fantasies you have about finding the perfect guy, and living and going through life's ups and downs together? Start living it. With Jesus as The Perfect Guy."

He who will never fail me, no matter the umpteen times i fail Him.
He who will no succumb to worldy desires.
He who would never leave me.
He who is always there beside, for me.
He who always forever love me.

Abba, Jesus, just lead me in the knowledge and revalation of You and Your grace and tender mercies. Open my eyes to see You in the ways You want me to see You Lord. Open my eyes to see You as the Lover of my soul Abba, give me a listening ear to hear you. Give me a heart and a sound mind that will not be overruled by rash emotions and worldly thinking. I thank You, Christ has paid all the price for me to be Yours. To have everything. Thank You Abba.

okay...

2006-09-21T16:40:00.000+08:00

my music exams are... *sighs*

haha, it was ok. yea, i was a klutz but i thank God for such a supernaturally kind, nice examiner! Seriously. I'm super favoured. Abba, show me who You are. i know You love me.

You love me Lord, greater than anything
You love me Lord, more than my heart could sing
You love me Lord, more than i love myself,

you love me Lord, you love me Lord, you love me Lord.

From Victory

2006-09-18T21:42:00.000+08:00

Oh mi gosh! My music pratical exams are like, tomorrow! :)) Haha. It'll be violin tomorrow then piano the day after then... SUSHI! haha. :)) serious digression. Ahahaha, I'm victorious in Christ, I'm gonna get a Distinction in Jesus name! I claim it! Mine! :)) not by my strength but His grace! Amen! :))

Spritual Yummies

2006-09-15T14:11:00.000+08:00

Here's today's really sastifying (spiritual) food.

Burning Rubber, by Uncle Muthu

Uncle Muthu's spiritual prata are super filling. :)) This post is about how when times we fall short, Jesus in us will be revealed, and we come to the Father free of condemnation and righteously His. :))

Next dish up is...

Chit Chat, by MOG Imm

This post is realy close to my heart, really beautiful and annoited post. Really. It reminds me of how much my Abba really really loves me. Erases all doubts, fears and negativity. Praise Jesus :)) I LOVE YOU ABBA!

Go eat! Be filled with lots and lots of spiritual food eh? :))

Jesus loves me this i know

2006-09-14T23:19:00.000+08:00

gina, stop looking at your situations. You can't but Abba can. He's bigger than your problems. He has already overcame them, you are more than a conquerer in Christ.

Abba, i thank You, Your strength is perfected in my weakness. Whatever i cannot, You can. Whatever i can, You'll cause Your abundance of grace, love, blessings, favour to come upon it. Amen. And my beauty, my worth, my value is in Christ. No one more beautiful than Him.

Abba, i really wanna stop looking at my situations and start looking at Christ. Abba, i need Your strength. I don't care what people say. I am what You said I am! I am as Christ is! :)) Daddy, i thank You You are bigger than my emotions. I love you Abba.

Jesus, my righteousness

2006-07-29T21:28:00.000+08:00

uber cool :))

You Matter To God!

2006-07-21T13:38:00.000+08:00

John 10:33... he calls his own sheep by name...

Do you sometimes feel like you are just a face in a crowd or a number in a system? You are identified by your identity card number or passport number. Even when you see the doctor, you are called by your queue number. If you feel depersonalised and dehumanised, that is exactly how the devil wants you to feel - that you do not matter much to anyone, especially to God.
But you do matter to God! He calls you by name. He knows what you are going through and where you are hurting. He sees you and cares for you, just as He cared for the people when He first walked on earth.
On one occasion, Jesus crossed all the way to the other side of the lake, even defying the devil's attempt to drown Him (Luke 8:22-39), because a man who was demonised was calling out to Him for help. Jesus heard him and crossed an entire lake just to go to him. My friend, Jesus came a long way from heaven to come to you. You certainly matter to Him!
Even now, if you have problems in your life, Jesus sees you and He will not pass you by. He will do for you what He did for the woman at Samaria. There was a shorter route from Judea to Galilee, but the Bible said, "He needed to go through Samaria." (John 4:4) Jesus purposely took a longer route because He wanted to stop by Samaria to speak to the woman who had been searching for things to satisfy her in her life. Now, Jesus has come to offer you the more abundant life too. (John 10:10)
In Luke 5:12-13, Jesus touched the leper and healed him. Although He could heal from afar, which He did for the 10 lepers in Luke 17:12-14, Jesus chose to heal this leper by touching him. The leper had been dehumanised, after being cut off from society for such a long time. Jesus' personal touch gave him more than a new lease in life - it made him whole.
In the same way, Jesus has a personal love for you because you matter to Him. He calls you by name, sees beyond your every fault and wants to meet your every need!

Taken from New Creation Daily Devotionals

JESUS!!!!

2006-07-19T21:17:00.000+08:00

As Christ is, so am I! Daddy, the devil is irritating me and putting objects to irritate me. Abba, I thank you You are my shepherd and I am your sheep. I know you love me.

Oh Lord You’ve searched me,
You know my way;
Even when I fail You,
I know You love me.

Your holy presence

Surrounding me
In every season,
I know You love me;
I know You love me.

Chorus:

At the cross I bow my knee,
Where Your blood was shed for me,
There’s no greater love than this.
You have overcome the grave,
Your glory fills the highest place,
What can separate me now?

You go before me,
You shield my way,
Your hand upholds me;
I know You love me.

And when the earth fades,
Falls from my eyes,
And You stand before me,
I know You love me;
I know You love me.

Bridge:

You tore the veil, You made a way
When You said that it is done.

Life is unfair :))

2006-07-18T20:34:00.000+08:00

Many times in life, we feel that we've been shortchanged in life. We feel that life's unfair, and we want our rightful portion. Think about it, is there even a rightful portion for us? Since the time when Adam sinned, we're standing on cursed ground. We can do nothing by our own strength. But because the One who loves us so much so that he gave up His life for us, we (christians) are redeemed from the curse and the sweat and toil of men.

Today, during maths lessons, I was feeling hurt by what some classmates of mine said about and to me; no condemnation, i love you and jesus loves you :) ; and was rejecting what they said in Jesus name and i confessed Christ righteousness as mine. I was feeling abit hurt though and was thinking, "How could they say that to me? Don't they know my righteousness is in Christ and they shouldn't be discouraging me? " I felt tears well up in me. Then when the lesson was ending, Mrs Pang, my blessing and my maths teacher, said, (because of some issues in class), "Has anyone watched da chang jin? (this Korean drama show) No matter how chang jin (the female lead character) is wrongly accused, she doesn't bear any grudges against the accuser. Life is unfair, nobody said it wasn't. But you are a blessing to everyone around you. Favour would always surround you because God is always on your side. Although life is unfair, you have a good God!" (she said something somewhat like that. )

I felt that Daddy was speaking to me. And I started tearing. Then Claire turned around and was astonished at why I was crying. But its true. All along I always wanted to think life is good, life is a bed of roses. Many times people has said life is full of bumps and life is a roller coaster ride. I always told myself "Got God what, life surely smooth one. " But without all this bumps and rides, God goodness and mercy isn't shown. If life was going to be so smooth, so stagnant, why did God even send His son to die for us? All these bumps and rides are not God trying to shoot you down but they are testimonies of His goodness and mercy and how glorious He is. And life is unfair, yes it is. But I have a good God whom is unfairly GOOD to me and He will cause His favour to surround me because He loves me and because it's what Christ has died to give me. And I know God is always on my side; not in a way- when i do wrong, God still on my side so i don't have to lose face...; but rather, I'm on God's side, not the Devil. I'm walking in righteousness and goodness and mercies with God. Best of all, it's His righteousness, goodness, and mercy. I am a blessing. Jesus died to make me one. Grace and blessings flow out from me because Christ IS in me and forever will. Praise Abba! :))

So now, we don't have to sweat, toil, sweat, toil just to reap that meagre amount of haverst of our own strength. But the portion that has been given to us rightfully through the blood of Christ is so big and wonderous and mighty. Not by my own strength but by His grace. Not me but Christ. No more Gina, it's Gina hidden in Christ. Not my filthy righteousness but Christ. HALLELUJAH!

Dearest Abba

2006-07-16T22:57:00.000+08:00

Dearest Abba,
This week has been a roller coaster of emotions for me. Daddy, I'm sick and tired of feeling so of the world and keep thinking that I'm a blessing to others because I can do this, that, this... Abba, Abba. I thank you there no condemnation. I'm all that You are in Christ, no on my own strength but by Your finished work. I want more Daddy, open my eyes to see more of Your works and i wanna walk in the spirit with You Abba, no longer boind by material things and emotions Daddy, I want You to be in the center of my life, and not by my works! I'm useless, helpless, stupid without You. I'm the righteousness of God in Christ. Abba, Abba. I'm Christ conciousnous. I no longer stand as gina but Christ in gina, the hope of all glory. Amen. Abba, I know You love me.

I'm loved.

2006-07-09T22:14:00.000+08:00

No matter how many times i can say I'm loved, I'm loved, it'll never be enough to describe how much my Daddy loves me. Today sermon was so good. Pastor preached on how we are righteous through Christ and going by the holy spirit. (The Noah's ark story) and Daddy really opened my eyes, like how He could protect me by closing doors. And at the end of the service, i was crying during altar call cause Daddy gave me the picture that after Christ had cried "It is finished, into your hands i give my last breath *some hebrew word! " Then a rainbow appeared. I pictured myself as a girl kneeling at the cross, my saviour dead, hanging limp from the cross, but seated with the Father in heaven, knowing I can NOW live a righteous life in Christ. I love you Daddy.

“Fear not! For I am to you what you need Me to be!”

At The Cross

2006-07-04T18:45:00.000+08:00

hey people. just an update. Been busy lately (haw, with what?!) yea, so hence the irregular updates. Yea. Yup, these few days have been blessed. Jesus really loves me. And all of you. I've been a really tamtrum throwing girl these past few days, and everytime the devil tries to condemn me, He points me back to the cross. I really thank Daddy for the cross and His sacrifice. For me. You know, it was tough for Jesus to leave heaven just to come down to earth for three years, knowing that He is going to die for the world. And when that day came, it was hard, so harsh was the punishment of our sins. He was beaten, whipped, pierced (and i believe it's worse then what you see in The Passion Of Christ) and was bleeding, crying, afraid. He was forsaken because of the Father's love for us. And the Father? He wasn't just sitting there shaking His leg. He was watching, all this time, and knowing His son was gonna die. And he could have just called back Jesus or not punished Him for all our sins. Jesus, His only son is definately better then all of us. But He loved us with such a love no one can ever comprehend, that i could only behold and be utterly amazed. Praise God, all glory goes to Him.

Yea, and recently i have alot of things to do, Jesus i need your Grace!!!!! Mine in Jesus name. Amen! :))

SOS GOD!

2006-06-30T11:58:00.000+08:00

Jesus! i hate this stupid cough, i hate all the stupid tasting medicine, hate the idiotic devil! argh argh argh!!!!!!!!!! Daddy, i thank you it's all lying symptoms and i'm heal by your stripes! Amen!

pi pa gao!!!!

2006-06-26T21:49:00.000+08:00

i crave for pi pao gao. and i'm outta it.
to ease my soothing pain. Must have eaten too many chips or shouted to loud during camp.
Who cares, the name of my saviour ain't "PI PA GAO!"
His name is....................... JESUS! And by His stripes I am healed, HALLELUJIAH! :)) -

Back from Ad Camp 2 :))

2006-06-24T12:28:00.000+08:00

Hey people, Ad camp was super super God- tastic!
Where do i start... Haha. God was there. Like every camp, Daddy was there. :))
This camp was really different, i really went there with expectations- i literally sat down and thought of things i wanted to see during camp la. And Daddy fufilled them.
But on the first worship session, i cried alot. Because I couldn't feel the annoiting i was expecting. I thought this camp was gonna be so feeless, and i was super angry with myself cause i thought there was something wrong with my faith or something. I thought this camp was gonna be a dissapointment. I though Daddy didn't love me anymore.
But praise Daddy. He's faithful and His love for me always remains the same, yesterday, today and forever. He loves me soso much. I really have alot to share. yea, and He showed me that it was hard for the Father to send His son down when all along i thought it was easy for the Father and just hard for the son. But God loves Jesus, and he loves me. But he asked Jesus to die for me, and that's how much he loves me. Fathers, would you send your son to die for a loved one? or how about a loved one who didn't love you then or know you? Would you? you would rather lay your own life down rather then your child's right? That's how much Jesus loves me. And unlike other camps where the annoiting is fierce, storng, great and mighty, this camp's annoiting is like a calm gentle wave that washes against the shore. No, it's not that Daddy's annoiting diminished or what, but i believe this is the best camp yet, Cause simple things are of God, and Daddy is saying, "Be still and know I'm God." .
And condemnation. No matter how many times I've screwed up, i know my Jesus and Daddy is not angry with me. My shepherd still loves me and forgives me no matter what. :)) so Devil, dig that! My shepherd loves me. And i love Him. All the glory be to Daddy :)) I really appreciate those who made the camp so great and possible, God bless them and all those in the camp. :)) You all are all precious to me and Jesus. Thank you Daddy.

third week already?!

2006-06-16T10:30:00.000+08:00

gasp! it's the end of the third week of the holidays already! yay, Ad cam 2 is in 4 days! :)) sigh, although i felt like I haven't done enough shopping. (since when was shopping ever enough) but praise God, this holiday is Jesus filled. :) i love you Daddy.

service

2006-06-11T21:25:00.000+08:00

service was awesome. Worship was superb with Darlene. But glory to God, He always makes the service alot better. :)) Anyway, meet my Ad-camp group; well, the sections in a platoon is quite small, but i kinda like it cause easier to bond. Praise God and thank Him for everyone i love. :)) Haha. yea, well... ROXY had a sale today! haha. bought slippers at 30% off so from $19.90 went down to $13.90. :)) and they're leopard print pink! Haha. Well, guess that's all. :))

Be Conscious Of Your Everlasting Righteousness

2006-06-07T22:41:00.000+08:00

Daniel 9:24 24
"Seventy weeks are determined for your people and for your holy city, to finish the transgression, to make an end of sins, to make reconciliation for iniquity, to bring in everlasting righteousness…

On Sunday, we hear a message that says, "I'm the righteousness of God in Christ." On Monday, we are still confessing, "I'm the righteousness of God in Christ". But come Wednesday or Thursday, we begin to confess our sins! Then, when Sunday comes, we get a fresh revelation of our righteousness in Christ and we start to confess our righteousness again. Why do we do that?
It cannot be that on Sunday, we are righteous. Then, a few days later, we become unrighteous because of sin, but are "re-righteoused" when Sunday comes again. No, our righteousness is an "everlasting righteousness"! Jesus has obtained "eternal redemption" for us. (Hebrews 9:12) By one offering of Himself, He has "perfected forever" them that are sanctified. (Hebrews 10:14)"But Pastor Prince, I just sinned. How can I still be righteous?"
My friend, it is not what you do that makes you righteous. It is what Christ has done at Calvary. Romans 5:19 says, "For as by one man's [Adam] disobedience many were made sinners, so also by one Man's obedience many will be made righteous." It is the obedience of one Man - Christ, and not your obedience, that has made you righteous!
God wants you established in what Christ has done. He wants you conscious of your everlasting righteousness in Christ. How do you do that? You can listen to anointed messages that remind you of your righteousness in Christ. And don't just know it in your head. Speak it. Every morning, tell yourself, :"I am the righteousness of God in Christ!" (2 Corinthians 5:21)
You don't need a revelation of how sinful you are. You know it when you sin. The devil reminds you of your sins. Even your friends and loved ones sometimes point out our sins. What you need, instead, is a revelation of how forever righteous you are in God's eyes, especially when you sin.
And when you are conscious of this gift of righteousness that is everlasting, you will reign in life! (Romans 5:17) You will reign over sin, bad habits, sicknesses, lack and everything that holds you back from a victorious life!

Thanks thanks thanks to claud babe and hunk jer for all their guidance towards me for installing CS2 :)) oh, and i've got a nice slight tan from aikos outing! :))

Hello, I'm a Mac...

2006-06-07T10:38:00.000+08:00

Mac Ads :))

Anyway, saw Katie's new MacBook. Thought; quite impressive.

It has some cool functions a PC doesn't have...

No more cheymey-ness...

No need to steal from the neighbours anymore...

Don't know what's this but... sounds cool! :))

Woohoo! iLife, waaaaaay cooler than calculators! ;)

Super saat okay! Just put the USB cable near the USB Port and it justs clicks on magnetically! ~~Just like magic!~~

But I still thought, "What's the hoo-ha over a MacBook... not much of a big deal la... "
until Katie said, "Come here Gina... check this out! " and guess what?!

A built in camera! Not only that, with loads of effects to make you look hilarious. :))
Okay, I'm not narcissistic in Jesus name, Amen!

but I really liked the camera alot. Haha.

~~Who's gonna get me a Mac?~~ Mine in Jesus name! Amen :))

When I See You Smile

2006-06-04T23:00:00.000+08:00

sometimes i wonder
how i'd ever make it through
through this world without having you
i just wouldn't have a clue
sometimes it seems like this world's closing in on me
and there's no way of breaking free
then i see you reach out for me, oh

sometimes i wanna give up
wanna give in
wanna quit the fight
then one look at you Jesus
can make everything alright
make everything alright

when i see you smile
i can face the world
oh, you know i can do anything
when i see you smile
i see a ray of light
oh i see it shining right through the rain
when i see you smile
Jesus when i see you smile at me

Jesus when there's nothing in this world that could ever do
what the touch of your hand can do
it's like nothing i ever knew

and when the rain is fallin'
i don't feel it 'coz you're here with me
and one look at you Jesus
is all i ever need
it's all i ever need

when i see you smile
i can face the world
oh, you know that i can do anything

when i see you smile
i see a ray of light
oh i see it shining right through the rain
when i see you smile
Jesus when i see you smile at me

sometimes i wanna give up
wanna give in
wanna quit the fight
then one look at you Jesus
can make everything alright
make everything alright

when i see you smile
i can face the world
oh, you know i can do anything

when i see you smile
i see a ray of light
oh i see it shining right through the rain

when i see you smile
Jesus when i see you smile at me

Change of Blog Title

2006-06-04T22:42:00.000+08:00

After about 1 year(?) of blogging under the title of "Jesus loves the little black sheep", I've decided to change it to "Jesus, my Good Shepherd. "
At that time, i got a revalation on how Jesus still loves the condemned, and the sinful. But having been saved from grace, it's hard to picture myself as a "little black sheep". No pride, on my own, yes, the "blackest of sheep" perhaps, but that Jesus death on the cross was for me, all my sins are cleansed with his blood and i'm a pure white sheep! :)) He's my good shepherd, I shall not be in want.

Christ, your righteousness.

2006-06-01T17:05:00.000+08:00

Too many times missing the mark? Too often missing the mark? Why don't start looking at Christ and stop our repeated insanities?

Matthew 14: 22-33
Peter could walk on water because His eyes were on Jesus! And when he chose to look at his circumstances instead, he sank! But our ever faithful Daddy still pulled him out of his circumstances and saved him.

People of the old covenant had the honour of seeing Jesus in person, touching Him, hearing Him... but how much more us? Because of Jesus death, in this covenant now, which we're living in, the Holy Spirit is in those who has accepted Christ as their Lord and Saviour!

"But... but... Holy Spirit is just a spirit what... I cannot touch, cannot feel... cannot see... i rather have Jesus! "

Now, that the Holy Spirit is inside us, Jesus is eveywhere we go! We can feel His presence anywhere we are, we can see His wonderful works for us, and hear the precious wisdom the Holy Spirit gives. Jesus is the Holy Spirit in us!

When we sin, seeds of guilt are sowed and condemnation begins rooting in our hearts. Who's the sower of all these seeds? The devil of course! The weeds will start growing and then start strangling your heart.

"You sinner. "
"You liar. "
"You're so useless."

What do we do with all these weeds? We get rid of them! Not by our own strength but by knowing that the work on the cross was for us and acknowledging His righteousness as ours! When Daddy sent Jesus down to earth to die for all our sins, His paid the price for all our sins. Yup. He did. He didn't left out that sin you've commited yesterday morning, nor today's afternoon. He's blood was shed for all sins.

"So... you mean... Last night... in the wrong arms... I'm forgiven?"
"But... I cheated in the maths test? Does God still loves me? "

The answer to those two question above is, "YES! You heard it correctly, YES!
1 John 4:17

Herein is our love made perfect, that we may have boldness in the day of judgment: because as he is, so are we in this world.
Taken from Super cool KJV!!!

Aren't you glad? Rejoice! As He is, so are we. And, no, we are not like Him only when we go to heaven or when we do not sin but as Christ is, so are we in this world! Planet Earth! We are liken to Christ in this world!

As Christ is sinless, so are I in this world.
As Christ is righteous, so are I in this world.
As Christ has godly favour, so do I in this world.
As Christ scores A1s, so do I in this world!
As Christ is slim and beatiful, so is I in this world! (AMEN!:))
As Christ has Godly wisdom, so do I in this world!

As Christ is __________, so is _____________ in this world!

Live life as Christ's righteousness. :)) He loves you.

:))

2006-05-31T08:40:00.000+08:00

Hello people.
sorry for not updating for the past few days. :))
The holidays are great!
June holidays are God- sent, Great Singapore Sales during June holidays are a testimony of how much my Abba Daddy loves me. Haha. :)) Daddy loves me. :))

'I Will Be Your God'

2006-05-26T18:22:00.000+08:00

Hebrews 8:10

10 "... and I will be their God, and they shall be My people..."

When God says, "I will be your God," that is a declaration that He will work miracles in your life. So if it is a miracle you need, it is a miracle you will get!
If there is a huge sea blocking the way to your blessing and God says, "I will be your God," it means that He will open the sea for you so that you can receive your blessing.
If you are poor and God says, "I will be your God," it means that you will be well-provided for. Since God fed nearly three million Israelites in the wilderness every single day for 40 years, you can be sure that God will provide for you too.
If you are sick and God says, "I will be your God," it means that He is going to be "the Lord who heals you" (Exodus 15:26), and you will be healthy.
If you have incurred a huge debt and God says to you, "I will be your God,"it means that He will bring about a supernatural cancellation of your debt.
But not only does God say, "I will be their God,"He also says, "they shall be My people".
To be God's people means to be the protected ones. Not all on earth are God's people - only you and I who are redeemed by the blood of Christ. During times of uncertainties, God says to you,"You shall be My people."This means that you are protected from all pestilences, plagues, attacks and destruction.
Even when you hear people say that the economic crisis is coming, God says to you, "You shall be My people." This means that you don't have to worry or be anxious. The crisis will not affect you. Regardless of the situation in the world, you are protected and you will walk in the blessings of God.
God's power comes into every challenge you face when He says to you, "I will be your God and you shall be My people." You will experience the supernatural life. Your part is to believe what He declares and act like it is so.

I John 4:17

2006-05-26T14:27:00.000+08:00

1 John 4:17 (King James Version)

17 Herein is our love made perfect, that we may have boldness in the day of judgment: because as he is, so are we in this world.

1 John 4:17 (New King James Version)
The Consummation of Love

17 Love has been perfected among us in this: that we may have boldness in the day of judgment; because as He is, so are we in this world.

The consummation of love. Perfect love cast out all fear. And we are as He is. so why worry?
You're holy, beautiful, the beloved of God, rich, healthy, ________... why? Because as He is, so are we in this world!

1 John 4:17 (The Message)
To Love, to Be Loved

17-18 God is love. When we take up permanent residence in a life of love, we live in God and God lives in us. This way, love has the run of the house, becomes at home and mature in us, so that we're free of worry on Judgment Day-our standing in the world is identical with Christ's. There is no room in love for fear. Well-formed love banishes fear. Since fear is crippling, a fearful life-fear of death, fear of judgment-is one not yet fully formed in love.

Daddy, let your love run in me. Let it be president over me.

Taken from Super cool NIV!!! :)))

Let's go shopping!

2006-05-26T14:19:00.001+08:00

Yay! Holidays have finally arrived. Holidays are God-sent kay. i really need a break from all those in school (love you babes!) yup, and to be fed more by my good shepherd. :))

2 more days... :))

2006-05-24T21:18:00.000+08:00

Things I really wanna do during the june holidays: (in random order)

1) Nuah!
2) Shopping!
3) Wake up at 9 10 am
4) revise subjects
5) spend time practising instruments
6) spend more time reading Hid Word :))
7) Being fed by the shepherd
8) Shopping
9) Drake and Josh, Spongebob, Nickelodean all day!
10) sleep
11) shopping!!!!
12) Nuah at Swensens with baked rice and godly company
13) Go for BS!
14) spend time with aikos
15) fellowshipping with godly friends!
16) PUB HANGOUT! SEOUL GARDEN! :))
17) PUB PHOTOSHOP SESSION!
18) go blading
19) ADVENTURE CAMP 2!
20) D.A.R.E
21) AD CAMP shopping!
22) Advance youth party! (Amen, in Jesus name!!!)
23) Shopping
24) Ben and Jerrying ?
25) Projects (are super fun in Jesus name!)

hmmmmmmm. that's about it. haha. will add somemore if i think of anything.

oh ya, important,

26) enjoy getting all above done.

AMEN. :)) Jesus filled holiday! Can't wait!

Who am I

2006-05-23T21:45:00.000+08:00

Who am I?
by Casting Crowns

Who am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.

Who am I?
That the bright and morning star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wandering heart.

Chorus:

Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.

I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,(ocean)
A vapour in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.

Who am I?
That the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
And watch me rise again.

Who am I?
That the voice that calmed the sea,
Would call out through the rain,
And calm the storm in me.

Chorus 2x

I am yours.
I am yours.
Whom shall I fear?
Whom shall I fear?
' Cause I am yours.
I am yours.

Not because of who i am or what i've done Daddy. I'm yours. Your righteousness. My own righteousness is like flithy rags. I'm your righteousness.

1 Corinthians 1:30 (New International Version)

30It is because of him that you are in Christ Jesus, who has become for us wisdom from God-that is, our righteousness, holiness and redemption.

New International Version (NIV) Copyright 1973, 1978, 1984 by International Bible Society

As Christ is...

2006-05-22T17:43:00.000+08:00

hey people. Sorry for not blogging for some time. Been through quite an eventful week. Eventful? Yea, it's eventful when you think you've throat cancer. :)) Haha. Don't worry, No, i don't have throat cancer. How I know? 'Cause as Jesus has divine health, so do I in this world. Gonna read on it and will tell you more. :)) See yourself in Christ. He's perfect and that's what He died to make you. Oh, and ya, cancer is much more scarier than a pimple. Really. :)) But heys, perfect love casts out all fears. :)) As Christ is, so am I. Amen.

REJOYCE! :))

2006-05-18T16:58:00.000+08:00

MY GOD IS GOOD! I WILL REJOICE FOR HE HAS MADE ME WELL!

Confessing Your Righteousness Pleases God

2006-05-16T16:12:00.000+08:00

2 Corinthians 5:21
21For He made Him who knew no sin to be sin for us, that we might become the righteousness of God in Him.

Do you know what happens each time you confess, "I am the righteousness of God in Christ"?
God the Father is pleased. When you confess that you are the righteousness of God in Christ, it reminds Him of what His Son has done for you to become righteous.
Also, by making you righteous, God is showing Himself righteous - "to demonstrate at the present time His righteousness, that He might be just and the justifier of the one who has faith in Jesus". (Romans 3:26)
Each time Jesus hears you confess, "I am the righteousness of God in Christ," it brings much pleasure to His heart because you are laying hold of what He suffered and died to give you.
The Holy Spirit, who now indwells you to convict you of righteousness (John 16:10), rejoices when you confess, "I'm the righteousness of God in Christ." He is pleased when you flow with Him.
The delight of the Godhead is not the only thing you gain when you confess, "I am the righteousness of God in Christ." The Bible tells us that when you "seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, all these things shall be added to you". (Matthew 6:33)
Whether it is food, clothing or other necessities in life, "all these things" will be added to you. They will not just be given to you, but added to you as your inheritance when you seek first His righteousness.
You don't need to use your faith for every single need in life. You just need to use your faith for one thing - to believe that you are the righteousness of God in Christ, and it will cause all the blessings you seek to come after you and overtake you!

Hey hey. Been using the resources from the daily devotionals recently. Praise God he's resources are unlimited. :) Yea, and in the previous week, my emotions really thrashed me and gave me a hell of a week. It's stupid to follow your emotions. really. Yea, but Daddy's faithful, he'd showed me how much i needed His grace, and I'll be nothing without Him. And pride, Daddy, take it away. And everything i look into the mirror or my circumstances and see something i don't like and I'll start trying to console myself; it's pride. "I am the righteousness of God in Christ." See myself in Christ, how perfect he is, and I'll become like Christ. I am His righteousness, His beauty, His sheep, His non- existent temper, His beloved. Amen. And bochup. Thank God for Pastor Prince's ministries. When the devil asks, "So, what would you do?" I'll say, "NOTHING. My Daddy's fighting my battles for me." :)

Imm has been a blessing to me yet again. Went to download "Voice of Truth" on limewire after reading the lyrics on his blog. I'll believe the voice of truth. I believe You, Daddy. Daddy, I pray for Your wisdom and a listening heart. I'm stupid as a sheep, and nothing without you, my good shepherd.

Don' t Look Into The Ark

2006-05-14T21:01:00.000+08:00

1 John 2:2
2 And He Himself is the propitiation for our sins, and not for ours only but also for the whole world.

In the movie, Raiders Of The Lost Ark, the people who tried to look inside the ark were struck dead. What was inside the ark that brought judgment to those who looked into it?
The Bible tells us that the ark held the two tablets of the Ten Commandments, the pot of manna and Aaron's rod. (Hebrews 9:4) These items were tokens of man's rebellion. The two tablets of the Ten Commandments represented man's rejection of God's standards. The manna represented man's rejection of God's provision. And Aaron's rod, man's rejection of God's appointed priesthood.
God did not want to look at these tokens of rebellion. He wanted to be merciful to His people, so He instructed them to place the items in the ark and to cover the ark with its mercy seat, which is also the place where the blood of the animal sacrifices was sprinkled.
Once a year on the Day of Atonement, the high priest would enter the Holy of Holies to sprinkle on the mercy seat, the blood of the animal that had been sacrificed. The two cherubim on the mercy seat stood as guardians of God's righteousness and holiness.
Representing God's eyes, they looked at the blood on the mercy seat. As long as the blood was there, the entire nation of Israel was forgiven. God's judgment passed over them and they were blessed for another year. (Leviticus 16)
Today, the blood sprinkled on the mercy seat is not the blood of bulls and goats, but the precious, eternal blood of the Son of God. (Hebrews 9:12) Jesus is our mercy seat for "He Himself is the propitiation for our sins, and not for ours only but also for the whole world". The word "propitiation" also means "mercy seat" as the same Greek word is used.
This means that God does not see your sins and count them against you because He sees His Son's blood. He sees His Son's perfect work that has more than satisfied Him. And God does not want you to see your sins either. He does not want you to look into the ark by focusing on your sins. He wants you to focus on Christ and His finished work!

"Not my problem..."

2006-05-14T20:38:00.000+08:00

Today's service was awesome. I love serving Daddy in pub and no, not saying this to build up anyone's ego but i really love serving my Daddy. :) He's almighty and worthy to be praised. Anyway, praise God. He's so good. :) Pastor shared about having a bochup attitude (I'd remembered asking Daddy what's a "bochup" attitude earlier on, and He's so faithful!) and whenever temptations arises, it's not up to you to fight it (sure lose la.) But it's Daddy's battle. :) It's not up to me Daddy. It's your problem. No, this is not unresponsibility but resting in His finished work and letting His grace take over. Really super important to me, cause I know i can never get anything done and i'll be nothing without Him. Thank you Daddy, you're my good shepherd. Baa. :)

Believe And Act On The New Covenant

2006-05-12T09:28:00.001+08:00

1 Samuel 17:4545

Then David said to the Philistine, "... I come to you in the name of the Lord of hosts, the God of the armies of Israel, whom you have defied.

Ever wonder why two people can hear the same thing and yet have very different responses? For one, what is heard makes him afraid and discouraged. For the other, his heart is so filled with faith that he dares to come against the devil and what he is doing.
In the Valley of Elah, Goliath the Philistine giant taunted the armies of Israel for 40 days. When David came on the scene, he heard the same mockings of Goliath the rest of the Israelites heard. But somehow, those same words which caused fear in the soldiers angered David. What did David know or see which the others failed to see?
David knew that he had a covenant with God. Now, King Saul and all the soldiers with him that day also had the same covenant, but only David believed the covenant. And he was the only one who acted on his belief. So God caused his giant to come tumbling down.
If David had such a great victory even though he was under the old covenant, how much more you and I who are under the new covenant! Today, God is asking, "Where are my Davids who will believe the new covenant?"
What is the new covenant? It is the covenant of grace. And grace means unmerited, undeserved, unearned favour. God wants us to know that He has cut this covenant with us. And according to the covenant, we have undeserved favour. We are blessed because Jesus took our beating. Because of what Jesus did on the cross, we have victory over every giant.
Isn't that good news? Today, God wants you to stand before your "giant" and declare that in spite of what you are going through, in spite of what is happening, you believe that God is for you because of what Jesus has done for you on the cross. And then, before your very eyes, you will see the giants of accusation, intimidation, condemnation, disease and debt fall flat before you!

Taken fromNew Creation daily devotionals

We all are living in the new covenant and have a covenant with God. Daddy, I need your wisdom to face all that I'm going through, but I know I'm victorious already, 'cause I have a good shepherd.

David believed and acted- faith is nothing without action. Rejoice! For He's your Jehovah Sebuar! Fighting all your battles! :)

Psa 5:11
But let all those that put their trust in thee rejoice: let them ever shout for joy, because thou defendest them: let them also that love thy name be joyful in thee.

I will rejoice!

Jehovah-tsidkenu: the Lord our righteousness
Not our own Righteousness but His.

* Anyone can tell me what Sebuar stands for? Heard Pastor preached about it one but can't find it in blueletter bible.

2/10

2006-05-11T18:19:00.000+08:00

I got a 2/10 for my melody writing today. pathetic right. It's gonna be multiplied 7 times more in Jesus name! 14/10, AMEN!

Steven Curtis Chapman

2006-05-11T08:02:00.000+08:00

Yesterday's concert has really been a blessing. So refreshing and close to my heart. :) Dearie Germaine bought for me the Musical Blessing CD. So nice of her! Thanks germ! :))

Precious Gems

2006-05-07T15:48:00.000+08:00

It's official! Red Ruby is now one of my favourite desserts!

Some of the reason why it is one of my favourite desserts;
1) It's colour, red, is a relative of pink.
2) It is nuah-ish (soft) and crunchy at the same time!
3) It taste great!
4) When the red ruby (waterchestnut wrapped with starch or floue) blends with the white coconut milk, it makes it turn pink!

That's about it.
Oh, and you've gotta try Lemongrass' Red Ruby. CHAMPION! :)

His Faithfulness

2006-05-05T22:38:00.000+08:00

If there was one thing I could be sure of in my life, it would be God's faithfulness. Sometimes I do doubt, but he still ever so faithfully leads me out. Praise God. It's so undeserved. My Good shepherd.

My Good Shepherd
He leads me,
in the paths of righteousness,
He walks me,
beside the still waters.
He seats me,
on His lap in the green pastures,
holds me tight,
in His arms of love.

Chorus:
He is, the One,
who left the ninety-nine,
in search of that one lamb.

And when, He'd found,
the lamb that'd gone astray,
he rejoiced, and embrace it with love.
He's my Good Shepherd.

I will lay,
resting at His feet,
knowing that,
He's watching over me.
And I'll be still,
in my Shepherd's presence.
He's loving me
with and unfailing love.

Chorus

He's my Good Shepherd.

Been listening to Caedmon's Call (Thanks Alene dearie!), felt that "Only Hope" is super true.

Only Hope
words and music by Randall Goodgame
(with additional P.D. lyrics by Charles Wesley)

Depth of mercy, can there be
Mercy still reserved for me
Can my God, your wrath forbear
Me the chief of sinner, spare

It's my only hope
You're my only hope
It's my only hope for Heaven
At the cross forgiven

I have long withstood your grace
Long provoked you to your face
Would not harken to your calls
Grieved you by a thousand falls

There for me the Saviour stands
Shows His wounds and spreads His hands
Face to face before the Son
And like Isaiah I'm undone

Depth of mercy, vast and free
So Much Depper than the see
God of love, you heard my cry
Now into your open arms I fly.

I love His faithfulness. Super faithful. He's the truth. Really. Believe. People of the world can think or say whatever they want, but He's the truth.

Danse Fe'line Sur Cordes

2006-05-01T18:21:00.000+08:00

Danse Fe'line Sur Cordes, is a performance by the TKGS string and dance esemble. As it's name suggests (Danse Fe'line Sur Cordes- cats on strings) it is a production about, cats.

The string woulde be playing one of my favourites though, Luigi Boccherini's Minuet! :))
Pieces like Divermento in F by Mozart and many more would be played too! :))
Oh, and... I'm one of the MCs. Haha.

Anyway, tickets are priced at $10 each, and the floor plan above show where the rows (A, B, C... etc.) are located. There are about 379 seats left- the last time I checked, only rows M to S are available, so hurry!; if you're interested, drop me an e-mail or something at ushbic@yahoo.com.sg. Those who have my number can give me a ring though :)

Note* Rows R and S are circle seats.

It's gonna be great. :) See you there.

Psalms 23:3 (2)

2006-04-30T08:40:00.000+08:00

continuation of Psalms 23:3

He restores my soul,
he leads me in the paths of righteousness,
for His name's sake.

Yup. You guessed it. Today's topic would be on pride. I've mention the two kinds of pride; the "I'm-too-good-for-God" and the "I'm-too-lousy-for-God" kind of pride, both are equally not of God.

First, the "I'm-too-good-for-God" kind of pride. This is your typical snobbish arrogant people. They think they can get through life and its obstacles with their own strength. Work work work. Strive strive strive. No, I'm not condemning here. But sometimes it really fustrates me to see how some people think that they can do everything by their own strength. Get this, your flesh fails. If it doesn't, Adam and Eve wouldn't have been driven out of The Garden Of Eden.
Ive been it those situations that I'll think, "One more time Daddy, just let me try one more time, I'm sure I'll succeed, I'm sure I can control my own flesh. I'm sure."
Sounds familiar?

"One more night, and I'll break up with her and go back to my family."
"One more proposal, and I'll go home."
"One more puff, then I'll stop."

I'm sure you all know the end results. FAILURE. Stupidity is doing the same thing over and over again when you know it's wrong. I was stupid then. Before I learnt to depend on God's strength. This pride. It doesn't leads you anyway. Give it to Daddy. Yes, now.

"Look at me. I'm ugly. I'm pock-faced, I'm fat, I'm short, I'm too skinny, I'm lousy at maths, I suck at chinese (Did i hear an amen? :)) I'm lousy, I'm (insert lousy terms here)."

Do you often catch yourself saying that subconciously? You know what? You don'y have too anymore. Since the day you've accepeted Christ, He is in you and you're in Him. Inseperable. The glory of Jesus is in you! WOOHOO! The greatest being in the universe is in... you! So, why are you still complaining. See yourself in Christ, and you'll become Christ.
Mat 14:29
And he said, Come. And when Peter was come down out of the ship, he walked on the water, to go to Jesus.

Peter walked on water cause his eyes were on? JESUS!

Mat 14:30
But when he saw the wind boisterous, he was afraid; and beginning to sink, he cried, saying, Lord, save me.

But when he looked at His circumstance, and saw how lousy they were, he started to sink. One cry for the Lord, you'll be saved. See, no pride. "LORD, SAVE ME!" "LORD, HELP!"

Mat 14:31
And immediately Jesus stretched forth [his] hand, and caught him, and said unto him, O thou of little faith, wherefore didst thou doubt?

And Jesus helps. "Oh you of little faith. Believe more. Drink more from My fountain. Receive more of My love. Believe more in My grace. Trust more in My Strength."

And

Mat 14:32
And when they were come into the ship, the wind ceased.

With Jesus in the vessel, the storms ceased. With Jesus in your life, your problems are no more. Storms are just temporary. How much more with Jesus in your life?! Trust and receive.

No pride. :)) All grace.

he leads me in the paths of righteousness, for His name's sake.
Follow the Good Shepherd, and His righteousness is in you. All glory be unto the Good Shepherd. Shameless for Christ. Throw away that thick layer of skin (pride) on your face. Go on. Burn it in God's heavenly incinerator. No pride. :)) Daddy, you'll lead me in the paths of righteousness. No pride, just relying on Your strength, Your grace, Your might. :) Shameless for Christ.

I love the Author of the bible man.

Today's a very special day. Shall blog about it later. ;)

The Way

2006-04-29T15:19:00.000+08:00

Jesus, you're the good shepherd and i will follow. No buts. You are my good shepherd. i love you. You love me first. feelings do not prevail over truth. No matter my emotions. I'll follow you.

Psalms 23:3

2006-04-22T11:09:00.000+08:00

3 He restores my soul;
He leads me in the paths of righteousness
For His name's sake.

He restores my soul-
Feeling hopeless? All hope's gone? Then take a drink of of God's fountain. No matter how bad your circumstances seems, remember, they're NOT from God and don't worry. Nothing will come to you if it hasn't been passed through God. Howerever bad it seems, our God is a good God. No need for worry. Great need for hope. Great need for faith.
Read somewhere that eagles (yes, that's what we, God's children are.) are not troubled by storms. When the wind starts becoming much stronger and swifter, they spread their wings are rise higher and higher into the sky, soaring above the storms. Got the picture yet? Eagles, they soar above storms. Eagles, how much more God's eagles?

The same flood that covered the earth rose Noah's ark. The trials and tribulations we're facing now builds our perseverance. Perseverance builds character. So loosen up, drop all those bags of worry you're carrying (Traveling Light by Max Lucado- annoited annoited MOG.). And as dearest Serene (Godly babe!) told me to cast my cares upon Jesus, because he cares for me, (1 Peter 5:7) you should too.

Our Good Shepherd cares for His sheeps. And sheeps don't worry (because they're stupid) right? They follow the Shepherd because they know He's their provider, their lover, their care-er, their giver, their protection, the way. Thank God sheeps don't think or "but". They follow. I'm gonna follow my Good Shepherd. :) Are you? Baa?

Psalm 23: 2

2006-04-18T21:23:00.000+08:00

He makes me lie in green pastures,
He leads me beside still waters.

Hey people. Back. It's has been rather stressful since I'd last blogged. And it's only Tues! School stuff are really piling. Now i guess i know what Alene dearie means by time pressing on her. :) But I have Jesus! My shepherd. The one who loves me and cares for me. No more stress. Daddy I give you my pride, my stress, my shame, my anguish. Strip me of all those. Strip me bare of all those Daddy.

He makes me lie in green pastures-
lie. Relaxing in the green pastures while the Shepherd is looking after you. Safe from enemies and dangers. Don't you want to relax like this? You know what? You can. Yup. Even right now.
Give. Give Daddy God your pride, give Him your callousness, give Him your weariness. Give Him your anguish. Let Him embrace you and lead you to green pastures.

"I would love to lie in Your green pastures Daddy. "
"Then come, you're always welcomed."

He leads me beside still waters.

Still waters. Not stagnant. But still, smooth, running trinkling water, like a stream. Peace. Go in peace. He leads you by the Holy Spirit. In a dilema? Call for help. The Holy Spirit is inside of you. Obey. If there's peace, then do it. If there's not, then don't. I pray that all, even me, will obey the Holy Spirit's call, and not resist. Submission is glory. Jesus, i the sheep follow my Great Shepherd. The lover of my life. :)

Baaaaaaa... (Psalm 23)

2006-04-16T20:31:00.000+08:00

I'm a sheep. Not just any sheep, but the sheep of The Good Shepherd, Jesus! Baaaa. Praise Him!

Today's sermon was on Psalm 23. Glory to Jesus.

Hebrews 13: 20-21 (Quoted from New Kings James Version)
20 Now may the God of Peace who brought our Lord Jesus from the dead, that great shepherd of the sheep, through the blood of the everlasting covenant
21 make you complete in everygood work to do His will, working in you what is well pleasing in His sight, through Jesus Christ, to whom be glory forever and ever. Amen.

The Lord is sometimes described as the majestic eagle, and we're the eaglets. He's the teacher, and we're the disciples. But the the description of the Lord as "The Great Shepherd" and us the sheep is found the most in the bible.

Define Shepherd

1 One who herds, guards, and tends sheep.
2 One who cares for and guides a group of people, as a minister or teacher.

Shepherding?
To herd, guard, tend, or guide as or in the manner of a shepherd.

A shepherd is someone who herds, guards, tends the sheep.
Jesus, the great shepherd is someone who herds and tends the flock with a love no one can comprehend. He guards with so much compassion that he would leave the 99 for that one sheep that has gone astray (Oh, and we're not the flock of 99 but the one sheep that had gone astray).

And we, are the sheep. The innocent sheep. Yea, some may argue that sheeps are stupid. But I rather be a stupid and provided, cared and loved sheep then a smart goat that go "but, but..." and die a quick death by falling of a cliff. :)
Lead me Daddy! :)

Psalm 23:1
The Lord is my shepherd,
I shall not want.

"Want" here refers to lack.
Having the Lord as your shepherd, you shall NOT lack.
Whoa. Here comes your miracles. Here comes your breakthroughs. Here comes your success! Why? Because the sheep follows. The sheep keeps it's eyes glued to the shepherd. The sheep allows the shepherd to lead it to GREEN PASTURES! Hallelujiah!
Eyes on Jesus, my fellow sheep. Eye on our great Shepherd.

People of the world, sheep that are lost and have gone astray, seek love, seek happiness, seek comfort in discos, pubs, hotels, just to find the one who will love them unconditionly. They wake up next morning in the wrong arms, more broken then the previous night. Oh, how the great shepherd's heart goes out to all you lost sheep. He left the 99 to find you. This one lost sheep. And when he has found you, he'll carry you upon His shoulders, and rejoice! Because he has found this precious one sheep. You. His uncondition love for you can never be taken away. He loves you. You shall not lack when you see Him as your shepherd. :)

He's you provider, care-er, lover, giver, you shall not lack.

John 10: 10
"The thief does not come except to steal, and to kill, and to destroy. I have come that they may have life, and that they may have it more abundantly."

What are the devil's puny works compared to our great shepherd? He is a Lord of abundance, and whatever he gives and provides are given and provided for more abundantly! So think BIG. Dream BIG! He's a faithful God of abundance. :)

My great great shepherd. Lead me in all my days of my life. Amen.
I'm your beloved sheep. The one you love the most. The sheep of your eye. Baa. :)

Stay tune for the rest of Psalm 23 beloved sheep!

sjhskjhdkjhfijksdh

2006-04-15T10:54:00.000+08:00

hey. recently i've been back to myself. the old covenant myself. Tempers flare, crying kicks in, wandering like no one's child. i guess it's pride, when i think, "it's ok Daddy, just a small matter. i can take caare of it." or, "No, no. Small matter. No need for Godly advice on this." That's where i'm wrong. Daddy, i need you. Without you I'm nothing. Take away my pride. No more. I knwo you love me and You are with me even when i feel the opposite. You love me. God is with me. Victory's mine. HA HA HA.

GREAT FRIDAY

2006-04-14T20:25:00.000+08:00

Today with Serene watching Narnia. Reminded me of things. :) Daddy loves me. Really cried when Aslan died, it's Jesus who willingly sacrified His life for mine. Pathetic useless horrible undeserved me, made righteous and glorious because of His death. Oh Hallelujiah. shfhjkskdhjjwsfjkbasefbjawbefjbajkwefkjaf :) Daddy I love you. Because you first loved me. Thank God for Godly friendship. Love you serene! :)

GIMPshop

2006-04-14T20:20:00.000+08:00

Promised to be as promising as photoshop.
Gimme photoshop anytime. Mine in Jesus name! (Photoshop, not GIMPshop!) Amen!

skjdhfkljwhejrfhnajhesjfaef

2006-04-12T21:31:00.000+08:00

YOU LOVE ME LORD.
NOTHING CAN GO WRONG.
IN JESUS NAME, I AM BECAUSE YOU ARE.
STUPID DEVIL'S NOT GONNA TRIUMP.
YOU'RE FAITHFUL.
MORE FAITHFUL THAN ME AND ANYONE ELSE.
YOU LOVE ME.
I'M IN YOU.
NO WORRIES, NO STRESS.
DADDY, YOU LOVE ME.

GET ENTHUSIASTIC

2006-04-09T20:45:00.000+08:00

Thank God for Pastor Mark Hankins. Praise God. At first what I thought was a boring sermon turned out to be a super blessing. Praise God. He preached about faith and beliving- something like that. And get enthusiastic and rejoice 'cause the miracle you're needing is already yours! Faith without action is no use. No, not action like still trying to do, but action like REJOYCING! How hard's that? I'm gonna dance till the break of the day, 'cause He's a Good Lord, and He's mine and He's supplies are unlimited! Praise Jesus! WOOOOOOOOOHOOOOO!

PRIDE.

2006-04-05T21:24:00.000+08:00

Thank God for the Holy Spirit.
He told me something today. "Drop your pride, you are Jesus righteousness."
Stop. Stop looking at that salesperson like that. No, don't strut like a proud peacock.
Drop your pride. Jesus died for you. He's in you. You are His righteousness.
Marvel in His glory of you, not in your own glory.
I'm His righteousness, amen. He loves humility. Daddy, You are the Lord that nestles me against yYour bosom, rest me upon Your lap, embrace me with Your love. I thank You, I'm Jesus righteousness. Not of my own strength. :) The Lord is GOOD.

GOOD Lord

2006-04-03T14:02:00.000+08:00

my comfort, my refuge, Lord there's none like you.

This past week has been a rather interesting one for me. Trust in the Lord, and you shall be blessed. Amen.

And times I'm facing now leave me in not knowing how to react. Daddy, I give this to you, and I know something's good gonna come out. Amen. =) trials bring me higher amen? =))

Oh, and my internet conked out again. :) Daddy loves me.

A Peace That Defies The Accuser

2006-03-30T16:05:00.000+08:00

Daddy is gloriously working in my life, and better grades are mine. As Jesus would definately score A1s, so would I in this world! I have HOPE! A peace tht defies the accuser. The devil can try to set up his little fires, but it's in Daddy's hands. =)) A1s, mine. 'cause A1s belong to Daddy. =)

HOPE (AND FAITH)

2006-03-29T17:23:00.000+08:00

Hope.
Define hope.
1. To wish for something with expectation of its fulfillment.
2. To have confidence; trust.

Hope, a confident expectation of good. But does the world see it that way?

"Oh no, I'm gonna fail my chinese test, I hope I do pass."
"I hope that idiot gets into a mishap."
"I'm praying and hoping."

The world sees hope as something that's impossible to happen but by the "grace" of luck, it would happen. I would like to touch on "I'm praying and hoping."

Yes. You need a miracle.
You've prayed. You tried to have faith. You tried to have a confident expectation of good. But you still don't see your miracle.
You know what? Stop. Stop trying.
Just stop. Believe.
How?
Do you believe Jesus died for you because he loves you?
Do you believe those scars were for you?
Do you believe His health and wealth is yours and your illness and poverty were punished at the cross?
Do you?
It's hard to believe. After a dry spell, it's hard to aqaulify your heart with faith. No, don't ask Daddy for more faith or "give me faith", because he has already given you a measure of faith. You might ask, why is it some people find it so easy to believe God and some people don't? Why are their faith so huge?
How do you expand that measure of faith Daddy has already given you? By believing. Wait, doesn't that brings us back to square one on how to believe? Just like that. In times of trouble, just tell Daddy, "I need you, Daddy. Help me." . Oh, and believing isn't just saying those words I've said. It's really trusting and giving all those yucky moments to Daddy. You knw what? Believing doesn't have to be, "Daddy, I give you my Chinese exams and I pray that you'll help me scored an A1, or A2. ". (Nothing wrong with that; as Jesus scores A1, so do I, AMEN!)
Believing could just be a "Help me, Daddy." and trusing he would rescue you.
Try it. Give Daddy your troubles. Go on. I promise you they're in great hands. I promise you'll feel better. Much better. :)

Anyway, back to hope. I used to think faith was more important thean hope. (Of course the Grace of Daddy is the most important, if not you can hope and hope, have faith but it'll still be useless without grace.)
I used to think like that because my hope was "I'm praying and hoping." kind of hope. Not a confident expectation of good, kinda hope. But thank God for Pastor Prince. My blessing. =)

Hope comes before faith.
Having a confident expectation of good. And believing that confident expectation of good will come true.

In the past, sometimes I'll mull over this problem in that period of time in life, and when I've decided to trust, this voice would say, "God is a God of hold backs. He's probably relief that you've decided not to pursue your desire so he can relax and not worry about giving you your miracle. " In Jesus name, I bind that voice and all those who have those thoughts in you, I bind those thoughts! It's satan. Pathetic satan. The gossiper. Now my friend, the best thing you could do when satan decided to whisper is to pray in tounges "skhsjfkhawkejrse", or give it to Daddy. Yes. "Daddy, i believe you even though there's this irritating voice in my head. As Jesus is, so am I! Abba, you're the truth! I believe you. "

God is NOT a God of hold backs. He wants to give you your miracle. Yes. He does! He's more then estatic to give you your miracle. So why? Why isn't that miracle happening yet?

Isaiah 40: 31 states it all.
"But they that wait upon [believe and expect]
the LORD shall renew their strength;
they shall mount up with wings as EAGLES they shall run,
and not be weary;and they shall walk, and not faint. "

Believe and expect.
Believe and expect.
Believe and expect.
Believe and expect.

What are you waiting for? Believe and expect! No, this isn't a step to step guide on how to get your miracle. The miracle is yours already. Believe and expect. AND RECEIVE. Amen? Wouldn't you want that? Believe and expect and receive. You have a storng God. You have a good God. You have a God that will never never ever ever fail you. You have a God who loves you. He knows all your needs. And he's here to fufill them. Believe and expect dear. And receive. He loves you. Daddy loves you. Have faith. You're in good hands.

Okaaay. This wasn't what I'd intended to blog on initially but thanks for the spirit, I'm here. I'll blog on hope in another post. =)) Praise Daddy. He's really good eh? I love you Daddy. You're my everything. =)) *sighs.* Jesus makes my heart melt. =)

freaky freaky...

2006-03-29T17:18:00.000+08:00

went for T'ang quartet studio yesterday and ~~laughed at some of the students' weird names~~ ended up seating beside them. =)) freaky. Anyway... Hope series coming up. =)

Updates updates. (:

2006-03-27T22:13:00.000+08:00

well, i guess the past few post had been dreamy. (yes they're are, but they're ture, cause my Jesus loves me! ) Anyway, if you've been wondering what's going on in my life (or maybe not) here are some updates. (some like my church announcements...)

Yea, I've been dependant on the Lord, not saying that I haven't been depending on Him ever since I've gotten saved, but it's really of letting go and letting God. I don't want to worry about things that only he can solve and restore. More of You, less of me. I guess this blog has really become something which i use to share the word of God and yes, i guess many do see it as a drop in my humour. I guess my humour has been always there, but I don't really yiu know, use it now cause it seems so... I mean, making fun of something or someone. funny? yea but my laughter's so dry. i was praying in tounges and realised how sweet my song of praise to Daddy was. So aqualifying, so fearless, so bold. Praise Daddy. It wouldn't have been without him. you know what, scrape the updates part. I'm gonna blog with the flow of the spirit(:

hmm, i think I'll blog about hope. In a new post though. it's getting kinda messy here. (: